8 months. People keep saying it gets easier. Maybe for some. Yesterday he fell asleep on my chest after a feed — the photo people post. I looked at him and felt flat. Not hate. Not love. Just nothing. Then guilty for the nothing. Then angry at myself for keeping score on feelings...
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Leila
@leila_pp
First baby 8 months ago. PPD was not “baby blues.” Getting better slowly.
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